Saturday, December 30, 2017

Purpose, What's Yours?

Do you ever have those days where you feel purposeless? Every day you wake up wondering,"Why am I even here?" Whether you are believer or not, everyone has these days. For some, it last for months and even the sunshine goes unnoticed. For others, it lasts a breath and they snap out of it. It could be a job frustration or a broken relationship that needs a little TLC. It could be the feeling of apathy or like no matter how much you do you, nothing ever gets done or no one appreciates it.
The next time you are having one of those days, or weeks, just stop and breathe. 
Inhale deep. 
Exhale slowly.
Now, thank God, your Creator, for that gift. The breath you just took he gave you. You didn't deserve it, but He had a purpose for it. This song beautifully captures what purpose looks like. Let's see if you can find your purpose in between the lines in this song...

So Will I 

By Hillsong United (Cover by Tori Kelly)


God of creation
There at the start, before the beginning of time
With no point of reference
You spoke to the dark and fleshed out the wonder of light

And as You speak
A hundred billion galaxies are born
In the vapour of Your breath the planets form
If the stars were made to worship, so will I
I can see Your heart in everything You've made
Every burning star, a signal fire of grace
If creation sings Your praises, so will I

God of Your promise
You don't speak in vain, no syllable empty or void
For once You have spoken
All nature and science, follow the sound of Your voice

And as You speak
A hundred billion creatures catch Your breath
Evolving in pursuit of what You said
If it all reveals Your nature, so will I
I can see Your heart in everything You say
Every painted sky, a canvas of Your grace
If creation still obeys You, so will I
So will I, so will I

If the stars were made to worship, so will I
If the mountains bow in reverence, so will I
If the oceans roar Your greatness, so will I
For if everything exists to lift You high, so will I
And if the wind goes where You send it, so will I
If the rocks cry out in silence, so will I
If the sum of all our praises still falls shy
Then we'll sing again a hundred billion times!

God of salvation
You chased down my heart through all of my failure and pride
On a hill You created
The light of the world abandoned in darkness to die

And as You speak
A hundred billion failures disappear
Where You lost Your life so I could find it here
If You left the grave behind You, so will I
I can see Your heart in everything You've done
Every part designed in a work of art called love
If You gladly chose surrender, so will I
I can see in Your heart, eight billion different ways
Every precious one, a child You died to save
If You gave Your life to love them, so will I

Like You would again a hundred billion times
But what measure could amount to Your desire?
You're the One who never leaves the one behind



From the beginning of Genesis to the last chapter in Revelation, God was fulfilling a purpose. He created man and woman to have a relationship with Himself. When they disobeyed, it left a whole that man tried everything to fill. Nothing worked. His creation was not fulfilling it's purpose. 
Instead of destroying the human race all together, He decided to redeem them through one person: His only Son. He was abandoned in the darkness of the world to die and take the punishment that we deserved. Jesus, the one who died on a cross, lost His life so that we could find it here. All of creation points to him! 

No scientist, no politician, no doctor, no teacher, no other religious leader can explain it. God takes the glory.  

"For if everything exists to lift You high so will I." Will you?

Sunday, December 17, 2017

Seeking Your Purpose

Have you ever kept a journal? One that you plan to write in every day, but do good to write in it twice a month? Well, my Granny gave me my first journal when I was 12 years old. At the time I had no idea what it was for, so I just doodled in them. She explained to me that it was for penning different memories I didn’t want to forget, things that God has taught me, or life events/drama. (Some of it reads like novellas… those teen years are ridiculous. Can I get an Amen?)

Over the past 12 years (geesh) I have finished countless journals and find it quite entertaining to go back and read them. I found one this morning from last year about my adventures in college (like it was sooo long ago.) I laughed until I started crying when I read what God was teaching me.

Today, I have been praying for God to help me to see Him more clearly. You know some people just have a conversation like Jesus is sitting right there beside them and suddenly, they have clarity about what to do. It seems easy to them, because they have a purpose. Everyone craves to find their purpose in life, but they miss out on the most simple purpose: to know God and to make Him known to others. If you feel like you don’t have a purpose, you need to go back to the basics of why you were created in the first place! We were created in the image of God. The fact that we are BREATHING means we have a PURPOSE. We are made not just to have a relationship with Him, but an intimate relationship.

In my journal, I found this prayer:
            Father, I want to pursue you with everything that I am. I want to learn to trust you with the little details and the big picture. I want to find out WHO you have made me to be. Myself ends here. Today and this week has been all about me and what I want. What do YOU want? My heart says, “Brindley, I just want you. I want your attention. I want your acceptance. I want your passion. I want your love. I wan you to let me pursue you and watch you melt in my arms. I want to show you who you are and what all I have done for you. Because, I love you. I gave my life so I could spend it with you, So you could be on fire for me and learn to trust me for WHO I AM not just what I do. Come to me, dear one.” I am here, Daddy. Please help me to let go and fall into your arms.
What religion ever had a God that wanted such intimacy with us, that He came with such vulnerability to us? What God ever came so tender we could touch Him? So fragile that we could break Him? So vulnerable that his bare, beating heart could be hurt? Only the One who loves you to death. It cost Him everything to be with you. Who will spend a fraction of time just to be with Him?


They say, “Wise men still seek Him.” Do you?